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Love

I found love that can shine through the deepest darkness.

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by ~CryptRose
pulseno moments to last forever because   
i will always be terrified if you pull me closer   
to you with cold hands and shaking body.   
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i think the words you should hear   
yet i speak nothing but silence.   
i see the beauty in you, but dare i voice it,   
unconscious rejection meets my every word.   
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you may ask me to stay but i'll always wonder   
do you mean it at all?   
i'm scared to death of staying close – falling deeper.   
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I'll whisper never just to hear you say forever   
t pulse
by ~CryptRose
plasticinei am picking out parts of people  holding them tight in my hands as they fall apart  fitting them like clay, pressing them  into the hole you left, in the me you kept alive  i look at them like they could fit the shape  i close my eyes to the feeling that they can't fill the gap.   
somedays i am chaos  you broke a lot more than just my heart.   
i want to feel in love so much i am breaking myself into the tiniest pieces and squeezing myself into that cat-shaped hole, because today i'm sure i am plasticine. plasticine
by ~CryptRose
beautifulI wanted to sing about you,  
but i dont think i know how.  You’re too simple for complicated words,  
too elaborate for intricate metaphors.  I think you’re beautiful.  I think you’re beautiful because you’re real.  I know you see me.  And i never knew how good it would feel  The look in your eyes  It’s never the same as the rest of them  You know, when you smile  I know it’s for real, it lights up my day…  And i see you’re beautiful.  You’ve never looked me with pity  Lodged deep in your eyes  It’s never been difficul beautiful
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My heart, trapped inside my Eden, tangled with my soul.

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  • Current Residence: Wherever my mind takes me.
  • Interests: Drawing, Photography, Biology, Geology, Music, clouds, snow, rain, and learning.
  • Favourite movie: Eduard Scissorhands and Heads will Roll.
  • Favourite band or musician: I'll listen to pretty much anything.
  • Favourite genre of music: Depends on the song.
  • Favourite artist: Salvador Dalí
  • Favourite poet or writer: Terry Pratchet, Douglas Adams, Poe, Carl Sagan. (The list goes on and on)
  • Favourite photographer: Glífero, fotografista oficial suzytíneo
  • Favourite style of art: Art-noveau, classic nostalgia and steampunk
  • Operating System: Windows Vista Business Pro
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Shell of choice: Small, strong, purplish and with the sea inside.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Lillium
  • Skin of choice: No Hannibal Lecter inspirations here, thank you.
  • Favourite game: World of Warcraft, Flyff. (Bingo, né? PIADA!)
  • Favourite gaming platform: >>
  • Favourite cartoon character: Aria or Navee from Senda
  • Personal Quote: Oh darling, so, so many.
  • Tools of the Trade: PS-CS2, Wacom Volito 2, paper, pencil, pen, paint, brushes, wool, felt, needles... You get the point

Music

Fri Sep 18, 2009, 4:40 PM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: can't stand the rain - the rescues
  • Reading: love... no such thing as love.
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original song up. ^^

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i had the most beautiful love story.
i don't even understand how and why it happened.
or how right now i just feel so lonely, despite having so much, so many people around me.

i'm at my fresh start, and i'm not even sure i want it.
but i don't want to go back, either.
i'm stuck at this borderline, and i don't think i can feel that way anymore, and it scares me. worse, i'm not sure i ever felt that much.

maybe i'm just really scared of what i'm starting to feel.
maybe, again, i don't want to face the risks and all the possibilities. the complications, because of how we're different.
i'm holding on to my too-too beautiful idea of perfection, that never did and never will exist, and that's keeping me still, while everythig moves. while i should be moving.
instead i'm just standing here, thinking. thinking with such strenght i'm afraid my cranium will start breaking apart.

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=2-Of-Hearts 6 days 9 hours ago
I know this thank you is very late, and for this I am sorry :(

However, I'd like to thank you so much for favoriting my DD "Brittle Lashes" :hug:

I really appreciate your support!
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~ThisIsStock Nov 10, 2009, 3:29:38 PM
Hey! Thanks for the favorite! I hope you can find it useful, and I'd love to see what you make from it.
-LW

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Te souviens-tu de la guerre? Moi, de moins en moins. Mais je me souviens de l'automne.
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~CryptRose Nov 11, 2009, 1:22:05 PM
I'm trying to use it as a reference for a dream city, on clouds xD If it turns out i manage to do it (im using it as a perspective study) i'll most surely show you ^^

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“There is no use in trying,” said Alice; “one can’t believe impossible things.”
“When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day." said the Queen; "Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast”. Lewis Carroll
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=eyrieslove1 Nov 9, 2009, 8:58:05 AM
thanks muchly hehe :iconcheerplz:

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My Colorful Gallery of Fun


"Perfect Isn't Interesting."
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~widigo Oct 29, 2009, 8:21:43 AM
Hiya!! ^_^ How have you been?

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The dude in this video is so messed up. [link]
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~CryptRose Nov 5, 2009, 4:07:42 PM
good, and yourself?

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“There is no use in trying,” said Alice; “one can’t believe impossible things.”
“When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day." said the Queen; "Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast”. Lewis Carroll
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~widigo Nov 10, 2009, 5:25:15 PM
I'm good. How's your man?

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The dude in this video is so messed up. [link]
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~CryptRose Nov 11, 2009, 1:20:40 PM
i have no man anymore. xD

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“There is no use in trying,” said Alice; “one can’t believe impossible things.”
“When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day." said the Queen; "Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast”. Lewis Carroll
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~widigo 4 days 1 hour ago
That is no fun.

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The dude in this video is so messed up. [link]
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~zLustre Oct 26, 2009, 3:15:49 AM
you know. tell me if you ever release an album. because i love your voice, and if i can't get it here in my country, i'll find some way through, too. :D

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because i love you. :sing:
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byakuya-sama;
ulquiorra-sama;
grimmjow-sama;
ginxran!
yes i am an anime fanatic.
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